if tears could build a stair way && memories a lane, i would walk up to heaven && bring you back again, no farewells were spoken, no time for good-byes you were gone before we knew it && only God knows why, our hearts ache in sadness && secret tears flow, what it meant to us to lose you, no one will ever know. October 20, 1989- July 14, 2005 Only 16 years young you were taken wayyyy too soon from us. words cant even explain the pain && sorrow we all feel, i cant even stop cryin its really UNBELIEVABLE, you will be missed sooo much. years && years of memories is all we have now && i know your smiling down on us. theres so much i can sit here && say but just thinkin about you not being here anymore .. .. not being able to hear your voice or hug you again, atleast till God says its my time, its so hard to accept, im just waiting for the phone call saying you guys were just kidding something its NOT FAIR its so hard to be strong but we all gotta do it. i wish God called you home much later. you were called too soon. you will FOREVER be with me && in thoughts && prayers i'll be missing you Alex; && everytime i look at the sky i'll know your looking back and smillling down. i'm staring at your pictures && your eyes are staring back my fingers run along the frame && memories attack, getting that phone call hearing you died, i thought it was all a joke so i pushed it to the side. the joke became reality && the rumors where all true. you had really passed away, guess God decided your life was over due. your oictures were posted all over the internet && at skewl every1 was sad && crying, && i was so confused its all a shock that your gone its hard to comprehend, although you soul is at peace mine still has to mend. i'm staring at you rpicture && its so hard to look away i wish you where still here with us in person && didnt pass that day i'm sure you have heard this a million times but i'ma be the next to say, Rest In Peace See you at the gates